whenever I'm dogged and determined to decide something important, constantly practicing everyday i would be devastated in the middle of accomplishing, so i only want to write something the firsts come out of mind, no matter how grammatically incorrect they would be.
Let's start talking about the article i've recently read about "fat female philosopher".
The title engages me because of empathy feeling based on my background as a philosophy student that i studied when i was 18 years old. i know majoring on that kind of field and trying to figure out your identity throughout ancient philosophers is the weirdest and oddest thing could be happened to someone,Anyway i was proudly there. But why am i proud? is it about my achievement or something is covert here?
needless to say, the second one is my point. Not only, I didn't accomplish any special attempt in philosophy, but also i was a mediocre student who only was astonished and appalled about any new theories, books, names of big shot, profound thinkers who were the acme and apogee of the whole knowledge in your fresh, pure, innocent mind.
Eventually i found myself not an avid, voracious philosophical book readers but as an enthusiastic eager of reading a wide variety of alternative books specially those were directly related to french and Italian literature and a few sentimental Persian short stories. I'm vividly able to remember those dark but completely luminescent nights in the middle of library where was the most peaceful place in the world with a couple of invaluable friends of mine, all trying to discover the gist and nature of universe and regaining ourselves. those were the days.
oh,my. recalling those unique, freshness, ignorant days makes me totally sentimental. Short time ago,i was talking with one of those, actually the best one, unraveling a hidden secret which was related to that glorious ambiance. she was merely surprised when i was nodding to tell a secret. I told her that i wrongly thought by myself, perhaps you would be judgmental in the face of observing us again. But she laughed a lot and made fun of my thought and attitude. she was right. I made a mistake to miss a chance of reunion.
Anyway, i really don't know what i wanted to talk about. all these commemorative memories come from the name of "philosophy" that was useful, conductive and formative to me. It has shaped me in many peculiar ways but i don't really know how. was it reading relevant articles and attending classes? was it an incredible atmosphere of the Tehran university? was it deluge of familiar ones who had the same interest as mine that was changing the world as a better and more logical place- oh,poor guys we were with immature pessimistic view for the future, then we got older realizing the core of unfairness of the life, thus, we let all those aims go- I can't resolve the exact reasons of forming me but i'm certain that the mixed of all was invaluable and unforgettable factors to personify someone.
Anyway, an article about fat female philosopher brings me here but nothing related was written. This is the magic of that type of philosophy i'm talking about, distraction of calculated, deliberated thoughts and reality that had been already prepared for you from other's ideas and perspective. we all need this digressions...
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